If I could walk in your shoes for a day, what would the voices say to me, what would the faces look like? Could I survive your reality or would I go mad?
*Since his pre-teens, my son has struggled with a myriad of mental health issues. Diagnosed at age 12 with severe panic/anxiety disorder and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, he also has bouts of depression, and times when he experiences auditory and visual hallucinations. As much as I try to be empathetic, I can’t totally grasp what he’s going through. Some days, I’ve wished I could be inside his head, to experience what he does, so that I could understand and perhaps be better equipped to help him. Yet, being witness to his episodes of panic and depression, I don’t think I could survive them with as much strength and courage as he does.
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your feet would hurt from disturbing fits at times. Good work.
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That was a powerful piece before reading about your son. Then I had to reread it. Hes so lucky to have a mom that *gets* him. He must get his strength from you. Thank you for sharing.
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Tara, what a beautiful love you have. This shows what you as a parent are willing to sacrifice for your child.
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That is a beautiful tribute, Tara. Full of empathy and pain.
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Tara, this piece brought tears to my eyes. I can only imagine the struggles you both face on a daily basis. You both are very lucky to have one another. That unconditional love is imperitive and invaluable…for both sides. Thank you for sharing. We love when you link up.
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Hard stuff, Tara. But it seems clear to me that you parent with grace and love.
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What a powerfully poignant piece Tara & I bow to your love for your son.Am so glad that he is courageous-what a tough life it must be-I cannot even begin to imagine!God Bless you both & your love for each other.
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A beautifully written response to what must be a heart-breaking experience. Thank you for sharing this.
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As was noted in my piece, there is an intensity to living with mental illness that is difficult cope with. I would like to think that the love being shared by you and your son is being done as intensely and deeply as is the concern, worry and frustration. When love exists, hope is never too far behind. Good luck to you and your family. Thanks for bravely sharing your story.
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Oh Tara, this is such a powerful piece! I think you’d survive pretty well, given the strength it takes to raise a child with such issues. Don’t underestimate yourself. Thanks for sharing something so personal with us.
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