In reverse

Unknown going forward

After the initial determination, I read everything I could find. All that did was to scare me even more. One dire prognosis after another, stripping away every strand of hope from my grasp.

Since then, it’s been a book you read in reverse, so you understand less as the pages turn.

At first, other than his father, there was no one to talk with, no one I thought would understand. I feared that every one would look at him differently, treat him differently. So I said nothing. Even now, only a few trusted friends have been told.

He did changed. Not in a way you could say it was A or B, but in the way he reacted to a deviation in his routine, or by something odd he’d say that didn’t seem to fit the situation. Then there was the pacing, and sleepless nights.

Initially, I didn’t know how to help him. There was no magic pill, no big words to say, no waving of hands over him. There were no rules. This was never going to be a clean fight. There was no going back, only the unknown going forward.

What I did know is that I love him, unconditionally. I also know I can’t change his future, only be there to ease his way.

Oh, and I know I need to stop reading…

Peer Challenge

For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Kurt challenged me with “Since then, it’s been a book you read in reverse, so you understand less as the pages turn.” – The Shins, “Pink Bullets.” and I challenged Alyssa Reyans with “Some days even my lucky rocketship underpants won’t help.” – Calvin and Hobbs

Rule of thirds

Trifecta, a weekly one-word prompt, challenges writers to use that word in its third definition form, using no less than 33 words or no more than 333. The week’s prompt is: Clean [adj. \ˈkleen] 3 c: observing the rules: fair

Dam Burst

For Story Dam, an online writing community offering weekly and monthly writing prompts. This week’s theme is: Free Write!

20 thoughts on “In reverse

  1. That’s a great challenge;”it’s been a book you read in reverse, so you understand less as the pages turn” and a great response to it as well. I love your portrayal of unconditional love here. Nice write. Thanks for linking up with us and hope to see you at the weekend.


  2. Wow! Three prompts and one story – all in one, and a beautiful and heartbreaking story indeed. You are right about reading all the info and getting an information overload – sometimes it just doens’t help.

    The story reads true – whether it is or isn’t. Good job,


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