Impossible heights

bird and cloud

I have flapped and floundered in quicksand of uncertainty
Unable to find my footing, slipping from solid ground
Longing to take flight, to reach impossible heights

My own fears and insecurity pulled me down
Keeping me tethered by a tenuous cord
The slightest tug, the merest effort would yield my freedom

This trap, a prison of my making
Failure, ridicule, expectation, disappointment
Stone and mortar walling me in

Brick upon brick I fortify this illusion
Bogus confidence a thin veneer disguising self-doubt
I have cried out in despair, weary of my inertia

I want to break away, to soar

The 100 Word Challenge is to tell a story in only 100 words. This week’s theme is “Flapped”
Submitted to Skywatch Friday

8 thoughts on “Impossible heights

  1. oh, Tara . . . yes, and yes.
    This trap, a prison of my making . . .

    soar, my friend . . . we’ll catch up, see you there or meet you in the air. 🙂

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  2. I feel like this so often, one day I am stronger..the next and the next I am weak and vulnerable.

    I think all of us just want to soar, to hit the heights we know we are capable of reaching.

    the prose was really beautiful. I like the line about us tethering ourselves, that we are often the only one holding ourselves back.

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  3. This describes so well how we can just sabotage ourselves out of fear and doubt, when all we need to do is just make one little step to break out. Very well done

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